Monthly Archives: February 2016

Spiritual quotient

One of my fellow blogger encouraged me to write something on spiritual quotient, we generally are obsessed with intellectual one every psychological test revolves around it .
Sometimes we do hear about emotional one its new trend but I feel besides these I have researched on spiritual and failure quotient.
Let’s discuss about spirituality ,it has nothing to do with religion ,you can be from any religion ,any gender ,race etc , actually we all are only home sapiens nothing else , all further divisions are man made .
We are living in a world full of competition ,which has lead to hatred ,lust ,lust of money ,power ,sex ,status etc .We are taught to be successful at every cost ,no  matter  its right or wrong, we are judged by our grades ,degrees ,qualification, in doing all this we have reached to a point where life is machine ,we are running but not reaching anywhere.
You ask a millionaire ,is he content ,no he wants more , this is leading towards a life which is insane .
I give you an example a person who is very intellectual but he is corrupt he will be lethal to this world ,he will use his knowledge to earn money ,earn power and in doing this he may do wrong things ,terrorism today is an example of this ,terrorist are well educated guys with no ethics ,they want power and money ,so they don’t find anything wrong in carrying out bomb blasts etc.
A company hires a guy ,he is well qualified but he sells secrets of company because he is getting money , so actually this guy is unethical. Now what is ethical ,who will define it ,everyone knows alcohol is injurious ,still people drink ,why ,no valid or ethical reason ,otherwise its for society ,traditional etc . similarly prostitution is wrong all over world as you are doing something which you can’t justify to your children ,you won’t tell your children that you visited a prostitute ,similarly there are various examples which are wrong still very much prevalent in society , because of weak ethics ,we accept or adopt that on the name of modernization ,society ,need etc , actually spirituality is not doing anything which is wrong , a person has to be very determined to be spiritual , its not an easy path , suppose you lost your job ,you get an offer to do drug trafficking ,will you do? ,a person who is spiritually weak will accept this offer as his need is money ,he is least bothered about what impact it will leave on those who consume it , I can write a whole book on this topic but I feel blog needn’t to be very long so would like to conclude with this that a person should be judged spiritually too as he may not be very intellectual but he may be very loyal and trustworthy which in reality is very rare these days ,and our world need such persons desperately.

Ajay Kohli

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I guess

I know how I felt
When I kept my arrogance aside
And asked you for your time
You may be feeling elated
I accept I was weak at that point
I rarely ask anyone for anything
But I asked you to allocate some time
It was actually more for you
I want to sort out your problems
I have mine 10% need
Yours 90%
Still you haven’t kept your words
I guess I am mistaken

Ajay Kohli

Reality

I accept
I speak differently on love
To an extent
I negate love
But if I think deeply
I feel yes
In reality ,I want female attraction
Yes I want to hold them
I want to feel her
At last ,want to sleep with her
I am not sure
What will I do
If I would do sex or not
Its momentary
Yes I wan to see her naked
Its reality
Not of me
But of all males
I am not justifying myself
Its reality
There is nothing platonic
I know it may spoil my image
Its something which people
Don’t expect from me
But sometimes
We need to vent out
We need to accept reality

Ajay Kohli

Valid

I sometimes
Think ,why do people
Specially females compromise
They provide sex
With their consent
Or without
Or they are doing this
To stay in an apartment
Not paying rent
Or getting expensive gifts
They are exploited
Still they stay with the same guy
What is the percentage of sex in this
Is this a barter system
Or any other valid reason

Ajay Kohli

Real

I feel ridiculous
When I see people
Dressing up for occasions
When they apply make up
They visit parlours
Get spa
Wear expensive outfits
Why do they fake so much
Believe me they look
More nonsense
Putting this much stuff on their face
I have studied their body language
They are uncomfortable
Still they do
As its a trend
Be real
Don’t ape
And look like an ape

Ajay Kohli

Will

I am feeling lonely
Its rare
Same time ,feeling horny also
Got alternatives
girlfriends …..
Won’t ping them
My ego restricts
Net …..
Won’t see porn
Ethics restricts
Its tussle between
Hormones and will power
Hope will power wins

Ajay Kohli

What kind of

What kind of love it is
89kg flesh rubbing on 50 kg flesh
Where one is under ,other on top
One is being forced
Other is showing his manhood
What kind of love it is
Where name is doggy style
It is very animal like
One is thrusting himself
What kind of love it is
Where one ejaculates on others face
What kind of love it is
Where an organ considered filthy
Is thrust into others mouth and throat
What kind of love it is
Where one is hurt ,abused
I guess no other species
Involve in unnatural sex

Ajay Kohli

Difference

I have deliberately
Noticed ,what is the difference between
Love and lust
I am human
So its natural to have lust
When I felt lust
My eyes became very preying
My thoughts became vulgar
My actions became animal
I was trying to ignore my eyes
My feelings were of anger
I was somewhere regretful
In case of love
I was very relaxed
I was very light
I was feeling proud
I was not ashamed
My eyes were shining
I was feeling godly
I want to be in love

Ajay Kohli

When you come

Life never stops for anyone
So do I
I may not be there
Where I am
When you come
I may be a different person
I am changing daily
Not externally
Not internally
But emotionally
You may come
Or you may not
But remember ,if you come
Come alone
Don’t come with your family
Don’t come with this world
Don’t come with your past
Don’t come with your regrets
Come alone
Only for me
I may be there
May not be
As earlier I was waiting for you
Today you may wait for me
Tomorrow may be we both won’t wait for each other
As I am sure for myself
I am moving
You may blame me
I didn’t wait for you
So am saying ,you too don’t wait for me
If ever we cross each other
And we still feel
We may live together
We may see
I am moving
Yours you  Know

Ajay Kohli

So much

I sometimes feel
I can write or discuss
On so much
From spirituality to politics
From relationship to love
From environment to science
From psychology to philosophy
From fitness to diet
From pain to happiness
But then
I feel why should I write
As so many others are writing
Millions have written
Billion will write
Everyone is trying to prove some thing
Trying to tell he is a genius
Well I don’t want to be genius
I don’t want to write for any reason
As I feel nothing can be changed
A person will do
What he wants to do
All efforts to change
Are nonsense
So don’t think yourself
To be a change

Ajay Kohli