Monthly Archives: January 2016

Love

Love should be
L -loyalty
O -original
V- virgin
E- elegant
Love today is
L -lust
O -orgasm
V -vulgar
E -erotic

Ajay Kohli

Scars

You never knew
How your act of lust
How your unwanted touch
Left her soul bruised
You felt she was timid
You felt she won’t retaliate
May be she is not bold enough
May be she doesn’t understand
Your acts of shame
You could be her father ,brother ,uncle ,friend
You can be male in any form
Known or unknown
You had rush of hormones
Which turned you into beast
Who was finding pleasure in erection
You are a wolf in sheep’s skin
You breached her faith
Faith in all the males
She won’t trust any male
Because of few lusty psychopaths
Your acts made such deep scars on her soul
She might be a kid then
Now she is mature enough
Still those  drastic moments
Are very much live in her mind
Manliness is not in molestation
Or in your erections
Manliness is to respect females
Its in to give them equal status
You may be physically strong
That doesn’t give you right to molest her
If you ever get such beastly thoughts
Wait for a moment
Think of the bosom of your mother
Which was your first identification
The first drop of milk
You sucked from it
Still if you feel like molesting her
I guess you are worst than an animal
I only feel you should be shot dead .

Ajay Kohli

Types

There are types of love
Few love for having fun
Once they are bore they move on
Others love for sex
Its more lust
Others love to show others
They are in demand
Others love to get funds from lover
Then there are those who love because of
Peer pressure
Few love because of hormonal unbalance
Rare are who love for care ,responsibility
They don’t think what they are getting back
They just keep giving and caring
If you find someone of this rare breed
Do respect and value him
He will never let you fall in love
There will be only rising

Ajay Kohli

Emotions

Sometimes I do get emotional
I feel ,I must meet you
Spend time with you
I see you in my thoughts
I dream as if you are with me
At sea shore ,in woods ,in deserts
I am holding your hands
Your face in my hands
Your face resting on my shoulder
I am running my fingers through your hairs
Its beautiful thoughts
But then I need to be practical
I need not to be emotional
As I know my future is uncertain
I know my life is tough
I can’t take you along me
As I don’t want you to suffer
So I never tell you
Yes I do feel you
But I don’t want your life to be miserable

Ajay Kohli

Blunt

I call a spade a spade
I am blunt
People don’t like me for this
I am very critical
I don’t believe in sycophancy
Or flattering
If I find something wrong
I do say its wrong
I don’t believe in justifying myself
I speak my heart
I feel very few can understand me
And tolerate me
To be frank I don’t mind it either
People are kind of scared
Interacting with me
As like mirror
I show them their reality

Ajay Kohli

Justify

You can’t justify any wrong
Because most are doing it
You can’t justify free sex
Incest ,Oedipus complex ,oral ,anal
As most are doing it
It is getting epidemic
It is causing threats to lives
One can’t say its natural
Its prevalent
Actually its weak ethics
Its unstable mindset
Its lack of proper upbringing
Its threat to coming generations
Child will not know who is his father
What emotions will he develop
I guess its something really disappointing
Please stop justifying wrong

Ajay Kohli

I know

I know you love me
I know you are loyal
I know for you I am very important
Still I don’t want to accept you
Its very ironic
I have my reasons
I am too occupied
I have many responsibilities
I have financial issues
I have different goal
I can’t keep you happy
So being practical
I need to disown you
I am not happy about it
But I have to
To keep you safe
For your bright future

Ajay Kohli

Need

I needed you
I made great efforts to overcome my ego
I messaged you
You didn’t reply
You can be right at your point
My need was emotional
As well as physical
I know we are far apart
Still if you wanted
You could calm me
You chose not to
I agree I am human
Sometimes I need
Sometimes I have urge
You denied
Thanks ,I won’t ask again
My ego doesn’t allow me

Ajay Kohli

Strange

Its strange ,I am surrounded with so many
Still I am alone
I have friends ,boys as well as girls
I have parents ,siblings
Still I am feeling alone
Generally I don’t feel so
I remain occupied
Still I guess its human mind
It keeps jumping from one phase to other
I have some very close friends
I don’t ask them
It can be my ego ,ethics ,
May be I am adamant
Whatever I am feeling unusual
Still I am adamant
Let’s see how long this phase remains
Who wins ,my mind or my ego

Ajay Kohli

Don’t know

I don’t know
I am not confused
But not at peace also
So many things happening
I want to slow down a bit
I want to tell few
That yes they are important
I want to say yes I value you
But then I feel ,I am not having time to give them
They may ask for time ,money ,emotions
I feel I don’t have any
Its actually bit confusing
But its reality
I am there for them
I don’t know
Will they understand this

Ajay Kohli