At heart

I look normal
I may appear behaving normal
I may interact with all
I may walk along society
But actually at heart
I am not
I feel I am alone
Not because I don’t have friends
I have many
I have family
But at heart ,I am alone
I feel I am travelling alone
In woods ,in deserts ,on sea shore
Where there is no one
Only stars in the sky
I get connected to nature
Few call it god
I don’t know what it is
As I feel it inside me
No ,not outside
Its nothing or everything
I don’t need anyone
No charity ,no prayers , no chanting
Complete void ,complete peace
Pure introspection
At heart I am alone
Very much alone
Very happy ,crying
Not because I lack something
Because I am feeling peace
Total peace
I don’t need a lover
I don’t need a teacher
I don’t need anyone
Its me ,its me
At heart ,its me

Ajay Kohli


2 thoughts on “At heart

  1. thefeatheredsleep March 11, 2016 — 8:07 pm

    I know how that feels♡


    1. Its good to know that you too can feel such bliss

      Liked by 1 person

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